"From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I."
My Hero and I have been through a valley. It was perhaps longer and darker than most of the valleys we have travelled. In fact, there were times we didn't know if we would make it but we walked on.
At some point in the valley, we talked and decided to live as if we were on the mountain already. It wasn't easy. It didn't come natural. It made a difference.
The easiest thing to do when things are hard is to embrace the sadness. As Christians, we run to the imprecatory Psalms.
We sit down beside David as he says, "For the enemy hath persecuted my soul; he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead. Therefore is my spirit overwhelmed within me; my heart within me is desolate." (Psalm 143:3-4).
We wag our heads and cry out, "Oh, David!! Me, too! Me, too!"
Some of that is necessary. It is good to know that we are not the only ones who have ever hurt so deeply. But it is not good to wallow there.
My Hero and I made a conscious decision to listen to music about how good God is. We chose songs about how blessed we really are. We focused on the great things in our lives.
And we began to heal. When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. It was time for us to go higher. We were overwhelmed and needed to get to that rock that is higher.
My Hero once again sits and plays his guitar that had lain silent for literally years. I catch myself singing while I do housework.
We chose to live as though we were through the valley. Are the troubles are gone? Not completely. But our hearts are once again on the mountain.
I have been blessed, God's so good to me,
Precious are His thoughts of you and me.
No way I could count them there's not enough time,
So I'll just thank Him for being so kind.
God has been good, so good.
I have been blessed.